Monday, 11/12/2007

Blog Entry #11

The King hates you and always will. So, I’m sitting here at my college eating alone. I like to eat alone. That’s how I roll. But while I’m getting my food, I see my ex. And then I am compelled to go eat somewhere else. I don’t give a fuck what people. Whatever the reason that people thing I eat alone is, I really don’t care. I eat alone because I hate you all. But when it comes to someone who has more than just a thought about me, makes things different. Just a few months ago, she was bouncing up and down on my cock. So, naturally I don’t want her to think I eat alone for any reason, even the truth. It’s not exactly that I care about what she thinks, it’s that her opinion of me is different than everyone else. Whatever impression she gets sticks. She sees me sitting alone, she thinks that I’m sad and lonely. She thinks that I didn’t move on. In a way, both of those view are true. But not in the way she thinks it is. I did move on, I am seeing other people. But she made a huge impact on my life at one time. The feelings are gone, and good riddens to them. But the memories will never go away. And maybe I am a little sad and lonely… at times. It’s hard to be alone, but not lonely. But still, I manage most of the time. It’s almost noon, and I already had a buzz. I’m still a little drunk from breakfast. Does that mean I’m depressed? Because I’m drinking at 9 am while I’m at school. I don’t think so. I think it just means that I’m a writer. You show me one writer that doesn’t drink, and I’ll show you a Nazi in Jew’s clothing. Some chick told me that she was a writer, but did not drink. I said to her, “You lying piece of shit. Don’t make me beat you with my torah!” She was either lying, or she’s just a really shitty unmotivated writer. The kind of writer who when their not plagiarizing comes up with 2 pages a year. But back to the topic at hand. Things are different when it comes to people who have seen you naked. In my case, that’s a lot of people, but that’s besides the point. To sum it all up, the way your ex thinks of you is different than everyone else. They analyze it more, and put much more thought into it. By the way, this Chicken Cordon Blue is bad ass.

Posted by The King at 11:45 AM EST

Updated: Monday, 12/17/2007 3:18 PM EST

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